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Goddess Evolving Retreat Host

By Khepra-El

Have you ever looked in the mirror and wondered “who is this person” or simply peered into your own eyes and said the words…”who are you”??  

Many of us don’t because many think that we already do, that is until some life changing or life altering ordeal enters and literally knocks the sense out of you.   Not literally of course but something like that.  In 2005, I only identified myself as a mother of 3, a spouse  to 1, a sister to 4, a daughter to two and the rock to all.  I only knew how to be the foundation to all those around me.  I was okay with being that rock…or so I thought.  

After a conversation with a friend that pointed out I only did things for others and never for myself, it got me thinking.  Was I only put here to hold down everyone else or for something more?!?  This was only the beginning.  This was to be my first lesson on a the Universe & I…wait or do I mean the Universe and Me.  Grammaticals aside, what i learned was the Universe is always listening and willing to answer.  There soon after began a influx of dreams, visions & signs that pointed me in many directions to shed light on this nerve wrecking question that haunted me day in day out from its previous conception.  They all ultimately led me to that moment in the mirror where I looked myself square in the eye and said those words… WHO ARE YOU?  It was in that moment that I recognized I had either A) never truly formulated an identity or B) Lost touch with it along the way.  Nonetheless, I was dead set on an answer.   

I found that there would be no actual response from my reflection (Mary Poppins I am not).  Nor was the answer to be spoken directly from the Universe and technically I suppose that It answered as far as it possibly could have.   I was now understanding that I needed to define who I Am.  I began basing my answer on what I did know about myself.  This included my gifts, abilities and any accomplishments which seemed very slim during that time.  For a brief moment I got pretty depressed with what I was writing down or not writing down.   Being the Aries that I am, I refused to accept the feelings of defeat that were creeping over me and this is what I did.  

I grabbed the nearest pen or um eye pencil and I be gan to ask the simplest questions.

What do you have to Offer the world?

Who shows up when things seem hard or chaotic?

When you are facing adversity do you fight, flight or get bright?

What makes you smile and feel bursting with happiness?

How do you feel you can make a difference in the world and in your life?

Where would you be if you lived life to the fullest … Your way?

Why is this even important?

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